4/11/09

Happy BirthDay Mami .. R.I.P.*

Happy Birthday Mami!!!!
I can't say that I know your real age. I remember thinking for about 3 years that you were 53.

I already know what would have happened this weekend. On Friday we would have woken up together, shopped and gotten you a nice lil outfit on 3rd avenue ..
Saturday would have been spent in my mom's house and you would have FORCED me to make the rice the way you want it. You would have layed on the fraise and watched the lifetime channel though you had no idea what they were saying ..
Your favorite Salsa songs would have played and we would have laughed, we'd eat and talk all types of gossip.
Clari would come ..
Your ice cream cake would be cut and then you and I would walk back home and prepare for church Easter/Sunday/Your Birthday morning.

I miss you Mami ..

I was more than a Gma's girl .. You spoiled the hell out of me and I appreciate every bit of it.

I miss having a reason to talk Spanish on a daily ..
I miss your apartment and it's scent
Your dog Booboo and your cat Tina
Your cooking .. your voice, your laugh, your random phone calls, your loud christian music, your keys that used to jingle every time you took a step.

I miss you in your favorite white outfit and your kisses that I used to reject cuz they were always so close to my mouth.

I miss the way you would yell at me and give me that look that scared the hell out of me .. let me know you weren't playing ..

I miss you .. too much for words .. tears dont even express how much I miss you ..

I dream of you at night .. that I am laying my head on your legs and you are playing with my hair. I dreamt that I was crying and you were asking me why and til this day I hear you asking me why I cry ..

Mother's day will come and I will sit on the grass, and talk to you, cry to you and laugh with you ..

Te amo Mami ..
Nunca te olvidare .. estaras conmigo para siempre .. Te adoro chula♥

Happy Birthday!!!

4/12/Unknown - 5/12/08

3 comments:

C i a . said...

Happy BELATED Birthday REE SEZ GRANDMUM !

crYstal said...

I know it hurts to loose a loved one...I know you have heard this before but ella esta con Diosito and she is watching over you...

Stay strong...stay blessed girl...

Young woman on a journey said...

happy bday grandma! i celebrate my grandma's bday too still! but that's how you know they lived a life worth living...when those who loved them remember them even in death! You know she's still around guiding you in the right direction.