Thinking has become my newest enemy

Ive always been the type to sit and cerebrate every little situation that happens in my life.

I actually sit and dissect things that are said to me,. I think about the tone, and the person the words came out of and try to understand everything differently.

Why? I dont know.

Anyway! ..

I have a bunch of random things to say ... Wont make sense at all .. but I gotta clear my head of this clusterfuck thats in it.

1.Pick one and stick with it. One of the things that abrades me the most is inconsistency. If you're not going to be around all the time, dont be around. Dont come around for a lil bit and then disappear again. Damn! Stop switchin ya shit up and stay true to what you are.

2. Dont tell me you love when you dont. Noone appreciates that. I find it a bit insolent for you to come at me with lies ...

3. If youre communication sucks .. we will NEVER work. I already suck at it so I need someone who's gonna help me with it .. Sheesh where the hell we going if we're both pertinacious?

4. How the hell can people complain about "The Game" portraying black people in a negative light? Have you seen Housewives of Atlanta, Basketball Wives ... or Bobby Brown? Please!!

5. And it may seem horrible but when I meet young people with more than 1 baby father I automatically assume you never use a condom with anyone you sleep with. Im not calling you a hoe .. Im just saying you dont like contraceptives.

6. Im selfish as hell. My mom calls me avaricious. (oh well) At one time in my life, I thought it was the worse thing in the world and felt terrible about it. But then I realized .. sometimes you have to be. Ugh ..

7. I dont like when people assume Im stupid, inexperienced or naive. Dont judge me by my awesome, happy go lucky cover. Ugh and I can NOT stand when people say "you dont know what its like" .. STFU!

OK .. My mind is clear. Im ready to write some poetry!